Day 160

May 10, 2010 MS Insights

I have been reading the BC book in little bursts. It is an easy read, but isn’t horribly engaging. So, just a few pages at a time. I have also been writing like mad. I am not sure why, but the urge to write this sad story hit and I’ve just been putting it down…There, of course, is a lot of me in there, but there is alot of others in there too. It is a weird feeling to know that someone I know may read it and will they be able to see the distinctions? Will the parts that are like me convince them that the other parts are as well? Scary, scary thought. Not sure how people can emotionally take getting published. I just seem to write out of compulsion, maybe they can be found and internet published after i’m dead.